09 August 2011

CREASOFTENCY

Creasoftency… Buat kalian yang nggak sekolah di SMA Negeri 14 pasti nggak akan pernah tau apa itu Creasoftency. Oke, akan gue jelasin. Creasoftency itu nama kelas gue. Gue juga kurang tau apa tepatnya kepanjangan dari Creasoftency itu, tapi yang jelas kami adalah sekelompok anak-anak luar biasa yang disatukan dalam kelas XC. Creasoftency bisa disingkat juga menjadi COT, kayak yang tertera di jaket kelas kita :D

Posisi kelas kita tuh sangat ‘strategis’, ada di pojokan di lantai 3. Sebenernya agak sedih juga yaa, kok kesannya tersembunyi banget gitu -_-. Tapi, menurut gue, posisi kelas yang terletak di ‘pedalaman’ kayak gitu malah bisa nyembunyiin berisiknya kelas gue yang errr…… Anggota Creasoftency biasa dipanggil dengan sebutan COTERS. Dan pernah terdengar celetukan yang bilang kalo kami, para COTERS, bisa disebut dengan nama BACOTERS, alias Barisan Anak COTERS. Kok kedengerannya kelas gue bacot banget yak? Hahaha, hal itu emang udah nggak bisa disangkal lagi sih. Tetapi, kelas gue bukan kelas yang menganut asas “Tong kosong nyaring bunyinya” kok. Creasoftency termasuk kelas yang berprestasi loh *dagu diangkat, dada ditepuk*.

Gue sangat amat bersyukur bisa dapet kelas kayak Creasoftency. Rasanya kayak pengalaman sekali seumur hidup. Agak berlebihan memang, tapi itu faktanya! Dengan semua kelebihan dan kekurangannya, hal-hal yang gue alamin bareng Creasoftency termasuk the best ones in my life. Dengan 40 COTERS yang punya karakter uniknya masing-masing… mungkin itu yang bikin gue enggak pernah bosen kalo lagi di kelas. Di Creasoftency itu ada Ika, chairmate gue yang luar biasa kocak, yang selalu nemenin gue kalo gue di UKS, terus ada Lady, yang pinter dan rada ambisius, yang bisa macu semangat belajar gue juga, ada Alysa yang baik, lucu, dan dikenal dengan trademark-nya yakni, risol! Ehm, siapa lagi yak? Oh iya, ada Gitta juga, yang rambutnya rada lucu kayak salah satu personil The Changcuters dan pasrahnya ampun-ampunan, chairmate-nya Gitta yaitu Fika, yang kalo udah ketawa… wow :o, Silmy, sang ketua kelas yang sabar dan bertanggung jawab banget atas Creasoftency, Binarri yang pinter banget kimia dan suka lemes dan minta pulang kalo diajak jalan, Daniel yang suka sok stay cool, Fadly yang aneh bin ajaib dengan celetukannya yang mengundang tawa banget, Fida yang ngefans sama t.A.T.u, Gomgom yang gue anggap sebagai pemilik pulsa terbanyak di Creasoftency, Kobam yang suaranya kenceng banget kayak toa, dan masih ada juga Uci, Marcha, Ninda, Nida, Dina, Himma, Intan, Anjas, Nurul, Callista, Fino, Davi, Nadia, Cesia, Arga, Ali, Iqbal, Riddy, Fida, Renie, Fitri, Etta, Eki, Alam, Augis, Balqies, Alados, dan Ahong yang punya sifat dan kebiasaan yang enggak kalah unik.

Ngomongin masalah prestasi yang tadi gue sebutin di awal, Creasoftency bukan kelas yang seret akan prestasi! Liat aja, waktu MOPDB aja kita berhasil juara 2 APSI dengan Eki yang didaulat jadi jin botol sama Fino yang didorong untuk jadi Justin Bieber wannabe. Terus di Paradigma, kita berhasil dapetin juara 3 Drama.

Enggak bisa disangkal lagi, emang banyak banget kenangan indah yang gue alamin bareng Creasoftency. Indah… bukan berarti sempurna. Kelas gue juga punya kekurangan kok. Tapi yaa, seperti yang orang bijak bilang, apa esensi dari indah itu sendiri kalo kita belum pernah tau apa yang buruk? Lagian, kayak yang pernah ditulis di salah satu novel yang gue baca, enggak ada persahabatan yang sempurna. Yang ada cuma orang-orang yang berusaha keras mempertahankannya. And yes, the COTERS have done it! Ada satu titik dimana gue merasa sebel sama kelas gue sendiri karena gue baru ngeh ada ‘kelas’ di dalam kelas. Tapi gue sadar, kalo kita enggak bisa maksain perasaan sendiri. Kita cocoknya sama siapa kan emang urusan masing-masing. Yang bisa gue syukuri adalah ketika ‘kelas-kelas’ itu enggak bikin tembok pembatas, alias enggak peduli atau nutup diri untuk yang lain. Dan gue juga baru inget, pas gue SMP kelas 9, di kelas gue juga ada ‘kelas’ kok. Tapi, kita bener-bener ngerasain rasanya kehilangan waktu acara perpisahan. Dan tepatnya, itu yang gue rasain sekarang saat gue mencapai fase dimana gue hampir mengakhiri tulisan gue ini *sigh*

Menurut gue pribadi, Creasoftency itu kayak tempat berlabuh yang paling luar biasa sebelum gue berlayar menuju tahap kehidupan gue yang selanjutnya. Kenapa gue bisa bilang luar biasa? Karena kelas ini bener-bener ngajarin gue banyak hal yang berguna. Gue belajar kalo di dunia ini enggak ada yang sempurna. Tapi, mana ada sih hal indah di dunia ini yang sempurna? Klise banget, tapi nancep, Bung! Terus gue juga belajar untuk berlapang dada nerima kelebihan dan kekurangan setiap orang. Kelebihan orang lain itu bukan buat diiri-hatikan, tapi dipakai untuk macu semangat buat ngelakuin yang lebih baik lagi. Dan kekurangan orang itu juga bukan untuk dicela, tapi sebagai dasar kita untuk bersyukur dan saling membangun.

Dan….. enggak kerasa sebentar lagi kenaikan kelas. Angkatan 44 bakal ngalamin yang namanya penjurusan, termasuk Creasoftency. Dan itu berarti, PISAH sama Creasoftency. Hei, jangan sedih! Kita kan masih satu sekolah gitu, jadi enggak usah khawatir. Because COTERS will always be COTERS!!! Enggak usah takut juga kita bakal ngerasa jauh satu sama yang lain. Kita kan udah ngerasain asam basa dunia remaja di kelas X bareng-bareng. Gue yakin dan percaya, kita cukup kuat untuk pertahanin kebersamaan kita. Dan pada akhirnya, jangan nyesel karena ada pertemuan dan jangan sedih karena sebentar lagi kita akan ngadepin yang namanya perpisahan. Bersyukur aja untuk apa yang udah terjadi di antara pertemuan dan perpisahan itu, karena itu nanti yang akan kita kenang sepanjang hidup kita, bahwa kita pernah jadi satu, bahwa kita pernah saling menguatkan di dalam Creasoftency. Friends may come and go, but best friends always stay dan memories remain. Semangat yaa COTERS buat penjurusan. Kalo api semangatnya udah mau padam, minta bensin persahabatan dari COTERS lainnya. Dijamin semangat kalian akan membara, bahkan meledak seketika! Love you all, COTERS <3

“…Keep smiling, keep shining. Knowing you can always count on me for sure. That’s what friends are for. For good times and bad times, I’ll be on your side forever more. That’s what friends are for…” – That’s What Friends Are For (Dionne Warwick and Friends)

22 May 2011

Ujian Akhir Semester

Yak, besok gue akan menghadapi yang namanya UAS atau Ujian Akhir Semester. Dan ini vital banget, karena nilai UAS itu dipakai buat menilai apakah kita pantes untuk naik kelas atau enggak. Selain itu, nilai UAS juga dipakai sebagai acuan untuk nentuin penjurusan. So, keep on fire for the final exams! Terutama untuk siswa SMA Negeri 14 angkatan 44 dan 43. Have faith and never give up! Godspeed! God bless ya :)

21 May 2011

Change....................?

"That's the risk you take if you change: that people you've been involved with won't like the new you. But other people who do will come along." - Lisa Alther

20 May 2011

Greatest Marriage Proposal EVER!!!


Two words; INCREDIBLY SWEET!!!

15 May 2011

Flags of Our Fathers

Another addiction for a great movie. And this time, I am very addicted to one of Clint Eastwood's, Flags of Our Fathers. I know this movie is made in 2006, but unfortunately I just watched it last night, on May 2011. And I have to say, Flags of Our Fathers was not dissapointing me at all, eventhough I had to stay up all night. This movie is based on a photograph that was taken by Joe Rosenthal. In the photograph, we can see the raising of United States of America's flag on Mount Suribachi by six soldiers. And here is the trailer of the movie......


There are some memorable quotes I love from this movie. You should check them out!

"I finally came to the conclusion that he maybe he was right. Maybe there's no such thing as heroes. Maybe there are just people like my dad. I finally came to understand why they were so uncomfortable being called heroes. Heroes are something we create, something we need. It's a way for us to understand what's almost incomprehensible, how people could sacrifice so much for us, but for my dad and these men, the risks they took, the wounds they suffered, they did that for their buddies. They may have fought for their country but they died for their friends. For the man in front, for the man beside him, and if we wish to truly honor these men we should remember them the way they really were, the way my dad remembered them." - James Bradley, John Bradley's son

"People on the street corners, they looked at this picture and they took hope. Don't ask me why, I think it's a crappy picture, myself. You can't even see your faces! But it said we can win this war, are winning this war, we just need you to dig a little deeper. They want to give us that money. No, they want to give it to *you*." - Bud Gerber

"Nobody even noticed that second flag going up. Everybody saw that damn picture and made up their own story about it. But your dad and the others knew what they had done, and what they had not done. All your friends dying, it's hard enough to be called a hero for saving somebody's life. But for putting up a pole?" - Dave Severance

Another thing I adore from this movie? The taglines! "A Single Shot Can End The War". So, we may conclude that Flags of Our Fathers is one of great movie you should watch immediately!

05 May 2011

Baby Laughing Hysterically at Ripping Paper (Original)


Effortlessly cute! This boy really makes me laughing out loud!

02 May 2011

Quote for.... Me ;)

In any moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, and the worst thing you can do is nothing. - Theodore Roosevelt

Baby Bang - Amazing Kid w/z Amazing Dance Talent


AMAZING!!! That's what it is.

24 April 2011

Fav Quote from Ratatouille

In many ways, the work of a critic is easy. We risk very little yet enjoy a position over those who offer up their work and their selves to our judgment. We thrive on negative criticism, which is fun to write and to read. But the bitter truth we critics must face, is that in the grand scheme of things, the average piece of junk is probably more meaningful than our criticism designating it so. But there are times when a critic truly risks something, and that is in the discovery and defense of the new. The world is often unkind to new talent, new creations, the new needs friends. Last night, I experienced something new, an extraordinary meal from a singularly unexpected source. To say that both the meal and its maker have challenged my preconceptions about fine cooking is a gross understatement. They have rocked me to my core. In the past, I have made no secret of my disdain for Chef Gusteau's famous motto: Anyone can cook. But I realize, only now do I truly understand what he meant. Not everyone can become a great artist, but a great artist can come from anywhere. It is difficult to imagine more humble origins than those of the genius now cooking at Gusteau's, who is, in this critic's opinion, nothing less than the finest chef in France. I will be returning to Gusteau's soon, hungry for more. - Anton Ego

21 April 2011

Hari Kartini ;)

21 April 2011. Di Indonesia, hari ini diperingati sebagai Hari Kartini. Raden Ajeng Kartini adalah salah satu pejuang emansipasi wanita di Indonesia. Tanpa jasa Beliau, mungkin gue dan semua wanita di Indonesia masih wajib berkutat di rumah, terutama dapur, enggak diijinkan untuk mengenyam pendidikan. Apalah arti hidup ini bila hanya berputar di sekitar rumah, enggak tahu apapun, hidup terus dikekang? Ketika muncul beberapa wanita luar biasa yang berani melawan status quo tersebut, kita patut bersyukur. Di saat semua orang berkata bahwa pernyataan A benar, tetapi mereka dengan berani menunjukkan betapa lebih baik dan adilnya pernyataan B. Begitulah seharusnya kita sebagai wanita, BERANI. Berani yang bertanggung jawab, lebih tepatnya. Kita harus berani mempertahankan pendapat kita kalau menurut kita hal itu benar adanya. Wanita itu tidak lemah, mereka KUAT, sama halnya seperti pria. Masing-masing punya perannya sendiri, dan harus bisa saling melengkapi. Enggak ada yang namanya saling menjatuhkan, yang ada adalah saling mendukung. SEMANGAT, WANITA INDONESIA!!! Be strong, be brave, be the light! Have a nice night ;)

19 April 2011

Happy Birthday to MY MOM ;)


Your birthday is a special time to celebrate the gift of 'you' to the world.

17 April 2011

About LOVE ;)


I am a little pencil in the hand of a writing God who is sending a love letter to the world. - Mother Theresa

Same Question, Different Responses... Father and Son :")

Maybe... It's the circle of life



16 April 2011

Quote of the Day

In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe. - Michael Jackson

06 April 2011

Define 'LIFE'...

About Our Prayers ;)

I asked God for strength that I might achieve. I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey. I asked for health that I might do greater things. I was given infirmity that I might do better things. I asked for riches that I might be happy. I was given poverty that I might be wise. I asked for power that I might have the praise of men. I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. I was given life that I might enjoy all things. I got nothing that I asked for, but everything I hoped for. Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered. I am, among all men, most richly blessed.

Fear to be Bright...?

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us most. - Maryanne Williamson

24 March 2011

Quote for Today...

We don't stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. - George Bernard Shaw

21 March 2011

Addicted to... A Walk to Remember

One word for this movie... AWESOME. I downloaded it from cinema3satu.blogspot.com with the Indonesian subtitle. The story is really touching, and very romantic :3 You should watch it! And for addition, I adore Landon Carter very much ;) Not only because of his handsome face, but also the way he showed his love for Jamie Sullivan. I've got to admit that I cried while I was watching it :')

Only Hope - Switchfoot

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now You're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

And I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now You're my only hope

I give You my apathy
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

19 March 2011

Coffee and TV - Blur


When I was a little kid, I liked this videoclip so much. I didn't know why. Maybe, because Blur used milk cartons in this video. Seeing milk cartons which could walk etc really pleasured me. Hahaha :D Now, it's your time to pleasure yourself with this video. Enjoy!

The Coolest Guy Ever *my version*

And here they are, THE COOLEST GUY EVER!!!
I present...

1. Chad Michael Murray













2. Jared Padalecki












3. Thomas Dekker












4. Kevin Zegers












5. Chris Evans







Okay, what's yours?

Should Think About It Twice...

Shakespeare's Quote

Listen to many, speak to a few.

Pleasure and action make the hours seem short.

There's place and means for every man alive.

A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow.

Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none; be able for thine enemy rather in power than use; and keep thy friend under thine own life's key; be checked for silence, but never taxed for speech.

16 March 2011

Funny Yet Romantic Song ;)

Grow Old With You
by: Adam Sandler


I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Sue Son - Britain's Got Talent - Semi-Final 1

13 March 2011

Quotes...

Criticism, like rain, should be gentle enough to nourish a man's growth without destroying his roots.

-Frank Howard Clark-

Sister Act- I Will Follow Him- Finale

Just Wanna to Say...

I'm sorry if lately I'm too busy to post anything on my blog. Well, I'm still trying to post when I have the chance to. Maybe, some videos, or some quotes. Just keep reading and enjoy. Happy Sunday!

03 March 2011

The Muppets: Bohemian Rhapsody


It's a real fun to watch the Muppets performed Queen's song, Bohemian Rhapsody. Just watch and be ready to laugh!

28 February 2011

Boys, Read This!

You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.


by David Harkins

27 February 2011

Girls, Read This!

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her.”


from: thinkexist.com

25 February 2011

No Need to Think Twice... Just Read :)

Pakaian menyembunyikan banyak keindahan,
namun tidak mampu menutupi keburukan.
Dan walaupun dalam bersandang engkau mencari kebebasan untuk melindungi diri,
engkau mungkin akan mendapatkan belenggu ketopong serta rantai besi.
Janganlah engkau lupa,
bahwa kesantunan insan adalah perisai penolak pandangan
dari pemandangan yang tidak suci telah tiada lagi.
Maka apakah rasa malu, selain dari sebuah noda, pencemaran budi?
Dan jangan lupakan,
bahwa bumi senang merasakan telapak kakimu yang berjalan tanpa alas.
Serta angin pun selalu rindu bermain dengan rambutmu

Sang Nabi - Gibran

Dikutip dari novel Confeito, karangan Windhy Puspitadewi

21 February 2011

20 February 2011

(Still) About SMILE


If someone is too tired to give you a smile, leave one of your own, because no one needs a smile as much as those who have none to give

Even Our Fingers Love to Smile :)


Love this picture so much!!! Hahaha :DD I don't even know for sure, but it reminds me to smile like I really mean to.

Smile - Westlife

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

SMILE :)

Right now, I'm in the mood to post about SMILE. Just sit, scroll up and down, and smile!!!

What Light - Wilco

If you feel like singing a song
And you want other people to sing along
Then just sing what you feel
Don't let anyone say it's wrong

And if you're trying to paint a picture
But you're not sure which colors belong
Just paint what you see
Don't let anyone say it's wrong

And if you're strung out like a kite
Or stung awake in the night
It's alright to be frightened

When there's a light
What light
There's a light
What light
There's a light
White light
Inside of you

You think you might need somebody
To pick you up when you drag
Don't lose sight of yourself
Don't let anyone change you back

And if the whole world's singing your songs
And all you're paintings have been hung
Just remember what was yours is everyone's from now on

And that's not wrong or right
But you can struggle with it all you like
You'll only get uptight

When there's a light
What light
There's a light
What light
There's a light
White light
There's a light
White light
There's a light
One light
There's a light
White light
There's a light
One light
There's a light
White light
There's a light
One light
There's a light
One light
There's a light
White light
There's a light
White light
Inside of you

There's a light
White light
There's a light
White light
There's a light
White light
There's a light
One light


This song is teach us how to stay true to yourself. Just do what you think is right and don't let anyone tell you whether is wrong or right because you're the one who live your precious life :)

14 February 2011

The Things I Found While I Was Google-ing...





Ketika Saya Mahasiswahahahaha :DDD

Kalian boleh bilang pikiran gue terlalu jauh, atau pikiran lain yang sejenis, tapi gue udah punya rencana yang akan gue lakukan di masa depan.
PERTAMA. Saat gue nanti naik ke kelas 11 (sekarang gue masih di kelas 10), gue akan menghadapi yang namanya penjurusan. Dan dari sekarang gue udah bertekad untuk melanjutkan pendidikan SMA di jurusan IPS. Kenapaaa? Bukan karena bawaan orok gue yang enggak terlalu mencintai pelajaran eksakta kayak Fisika, Kimia, de el el itu, tapi karena dari gue kecil, gue suka banget sama yang namanya pelajaran non-eksakta. Jadi, mau orang-orang membujuk gue untuk masuk IPA kek, sampai mereka jungkir balik pun, gue tetap teguh mau masuk IPS
KEDUA. Gue mau punya tabungan. Buat gue, bisa nabung dan mulai mencari uang sendiri adalah satu tanda bahwa lo udah beranjak dewasa. Bukan masalah lo megang uang dan lo bisa menghabiskan uang itu seenak jidat lo, tapi masalah K.E.M.A.N.D.I.R.I.A.N. Yep, good spelling, guys! Hahaha :D Tapi, nabung itu bisa melatih self-management lo kok, beneran deh.
KETIGA. Kelak, saat gue udah menjadi seorang mahasiswa, jurusan yang mau gue ambil adalah:
  • Psikologi
  • Sastra Inggris
  • Hubungan Internasional
  • Hukum
  • Ekonomi
Yaaa, itulah sekian dari impian gue. Tapi, tetep aja gue enggak tau itu bakalan kejadian atau gagal total. Manusia emang boleh berencana, tapi akhirnya kan Tuhan yang memutuskan. Okay, see you next time :DD

Quote for Valentine's Day :)


Women are made from the ribs of men,
not from his head to top him,
or from his feet to be stepped upon.
But from his side to be close to him,
beneath his arm to be protected by him,
near his heart to be loved by him
(Anonymous)

13 February 2011

Kami Perlu Kau, Tuhan

KE MANAKAH KAMI MENCARI
KASIH SEJATI
KE MANAKAH KAMI BERSERU
SAAT BADAI DATANG MENDERU
YANG KAMI TAHU HANYA KAU YANG MAMPU
PULIHKAN S'GALA SESUATU

REFF :
KAMI PERLUKAN KEAJAIBAN-MU
KAMI BUTUHKAN SENTUHAN TANGAN-MU
KAMI TAK DAPAT JALAN SENDIRI
KAMI PERLU KAU TUHAN


Yes, we need you, Lord :)

I Wish I Could...


see sunset like this one. Wow, it really makes me realize how great and almighty is our God. If I could watch the sky turning into a very, very beautiful panorama like this, err, I wouldn't know what to say *sigh*.

I Wanna Be Like...

Children...
with cute and innocent faces...

Smile, like you really mean it...
Laugh, like you have no problems in this world...
Jump, like you got nothing to worry about...
Sleep tight... and believe there will be a better tomorrow waiting for you...
Dare to fall, and say to yourself, "I'm not afraid to fall because I believe I can stand up again. I might get hurt, but this is the way I learn to be a better man..."

What I Really Want for Valentine Is....


YELLOW ROSES!!! Yeah, really. A bunch of yellow roses (not the plastic ones) will brighten my day, for sure. I adore yellow roses much more than the red or white ones. I don't know why, but surely, those flowers are on the top of my Valentine's Day Wishes. Hahaha.

Welcoming the new ME!!!

Hi. Well, I think it's too late to say this, but this is a new year. So, I hope I can be a new person, the better one. And I'm having a lot of commitments to do in 2011. Keep on fire, guys!!!

For Them... You Must Know That You Are Never Alone :)

Biar saja orang-orang berkata bahwa engkau tidak memiliki mata...
Aku yang akan jadi matamu, yang akan tunjukkan kepadamu betapa indahnya dunia bila kita jalani hidup bersama...

Biar saja orang lain berkata bahwa engkau tidak memiliki telinga...
Aku akan tetap berbicara dan bercerita tentang segalanya kepadamu...
Karena aku yakin, engkau mendengarkanku bukan menggunakan telinga, tetapi kau pergunakan hatimu juga

Biar saja orang-orang berkata bahwa engkau tidak memiliki tangan...
Tangan untuk memeluk, tangan untuk menyentuh...
Tetapi kau telah berhasil memeluk dan menyentuhku, dengan hangatnya kasihmu...

Biar saja orang lain berkata bahwa engkau tidak memiliki kaki...
Tidak dapat mencapai tempat yang hendak kau tuju...
Tetapi aku yakin, engkaulah orang pertama yang akan mencapai tempat di sisiku, saat kesedihan menyelimuti...

Biar saja orang-orang berkata bahwa engkau dungu...
Tak bisa menambah dan mengurangi angka...
Tetapi, kupikir engkaulah yang tercerdas dari semuanya...
Kau bisa menambah, menambah kebahagiaan dalam hatiku...
Kau juga bisa mengurangi, mengurangi kesedihan dan bebanku... ketika aku terlalu letih untuk menanggungnya sendirian...

Biar saja orang lain berkata bahwa engkau tidak memiliki hati...
Akan kuberikan sebagian hatiku untukmu, sehingga kau dapat merasakan apa yang kurasakan terhadap dirimu...
Agar kau tahu apa yang kurasakan terhadap orang lain...
Dan yang terpenting, agar kau tahu bahwa dunia tidak harus dijalani sendiri...

16 January 2011

Tarakanita 2 = Nightmares ._.

Ehm, belakangan ini gue lagi banyak banget pikiran. Mulai dari hal vital sampe yg engga penting pun gue pikiran. Contohnya adalah lomba debat Bhs. Inggris yg baru aja gue ikutin. Gue ikut lomba itu di Tarakanita 2, Pluit. Dan sumpah yaaaaa, itu jauh banget. Lombanya kan tanggal 13 Januari 2011 tuh, dan yg bikin gue makin gila adalah gue baru tau tanggal lombanya pas H-1. Sinting banget kan tuh? Yg bikin gue makin down, sampe gue berasa banget ada di dalam sebuah jurang yg sangat dalam dan gelap *lebay* adalah, dalam 4 ronde, engga ada satupun yg gue menangin. Anjir banget yaaaa, VP tim gue 0 besar. Gue engga tau deh mau menyalahkan siapa juga. Mana pas H-1 itu gue udah nangis-nangis parah banget. Jadi yaaa, pas hari H nya, perasaan gue udah rasa kebal. I felt so numb, you know? And sometimes, numb means cool!!! Tapi gue kasian banget sama team mates gue, terutama Nesya. Dia nangis coba pas casebuild. Wah kacau dah. Otak gue saat itu udah bener-bener tumpul, engga tau mau gimana lagi. Huaaaa, mengenang sesuatu yg buruk bisa bikin bete lagi. But, I'm happy God has given me an ability to forgive and forget. Sooooo, I feel better now, thanks to you, God. Okay, see you next time :)